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Do you enjoy writing emails to real people? So do I! Let's be e-penpals :) ADULTS ONLY!!! I'm not comfy talking to minors!
Email me at havocpuppy444@gmail.com! Just be sure to write a little about yourself when you send your message.
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I hope to hear from you soon :3

About Me

Aiden // havocpuppy
23 y/o // he/him it/its? // aroaceflux
therian // hellenic pagan // did system
(endogenic systems please dni)

Likes

solo rpgs // writing // puzzles // 420
walking // physical media // listening to music
dogs // green // cybercore // stickers
watching youtube // alt fashion

To-Do List!

Quick Thoughts

May 14th, 2026 | 4:25pm EST
LITERALLY THE BEST INTERVIEW OF MY ENTIRE LIFE HOLY SHIT!!!!!! AHHHHH!!! They'll get back to me in a few days on whether I'm hired or not, but if they don't hire me it's definitely not because I failed the interview. They even said "You interview very well!" so I KNOW I did a spectacular job!!!

May 14th, 2026 | 12:40pm EST
Interview is in a bit less than 3 hours. Waiting is agonizing. I don't know what to dooooo :(

May 13th, 2026 | 6:15pm EST
Weird shit. I said something to my coworker, then left, and it felt like I partially blacked out in a system way. We hardly ever have blackouts as a system? I felt like I was possessed. Idk what's been going on lately but it's concerning me.

May 12th, 2026 | 5:10pm EST
Trying to clean up my apartment. I've always wanted this place to be clean...I just don't have the energy. I feel like I didn't get much done, but I'm trying.

May 11th, 2026 | 9:10pm EST
I have a job interview on Thursday!!!!! I got the email, then when I looked out the window a few minutes later a crow flew by. Lord Hermes is working his magic!

May 9th, 2026 | 4:00am EST
can't sleep...guess i'll code...

May 8th, 2026 | 11:00am EST
AND ANOTHER THING- but a good thing. I love that my momma and dad considered legally adopting me before I even brought it up to them (adult adoption is legal in my state). I wanted it for a while, but I didn't want them to feel pressured into it so I never said anything about it. Then one day they mentioned legally adopting me and holy shit that made my entire life complete. It's gonna be so funny when I introduce them as my parents to people, cause they're only 3 years older than me! Hopefully the adoption will happen within the next year or two. They wanna get married first. I'm so excited though, I can't wait for it to be officially official!

May 8th, 2026 | 10:30am EST
Bruh. I found a bunch of old journals while sorting through some books I've been putting off sorting through for five years. One of them was from 2017...literally the worst year of my life. Poor baby, she was so hurt. And her mom didn't give a shit. That bitch saw all the depression she wrote about and her first concern is "oh my god my daughter has a girlfriend." She seriously failed as a mother. I will never forgive her for what she did to that poor little girl. All I can do is say to that girl that honey, we made it. You made it. You got throught it, so rest now. Be at peace.

May 8th, 2026 | 8:10am EST
Soooo sleepy...but I keep having bad dreams when I fall alseep :( guess I'll try to stay awake >.> the caffine mints I have might help

May 7th, 2026 | 1:30pm EST
Hi Lord Hermes heheheh


May 6th, 2026 | 7:10am EST
The gods must've woken me up for my friend because she texted me literally 5 minutes ago with a vent. My phone is on silent so nothing buzzed or made a noise. I just happened to wake up randomly.

May 5th, 2026 | 3:25pm EST
"So, what'd you do in your twenties?" uhhhhhhhhhh i bought cool compression socks #potslife

May 5th, 2026 | 10:30am EST
I love having my own little "twitter" feed on here lmao. It's cute heh

May 4th, 2026 | 4:00pm EST
You ever be coding trying to fix a problem you created but you don't know how you created it then it just...fixes itself? I didn't do anything different afaik??? Idk what happened 😭

May 3rd, 2026 | 5:15pm EST
Hail Lord Hermes!!! Found a 1944 penny and a 1948 nickle in my drawer at work today :) I'll add pics to the collections page when I get home!

May 2nd, 2026 | 11:35pm EST
these edibles ain't SHIT >:c

May 2nd, 2026 | 7:45pm EST
Do I even exist...?

May 1st, 2026 | 9:40pm EST
I wanna make a blog post but I'm so tired. I just wanna write about Lord Hermes aughugugugugh

May 1st, 2026 | 11:11am EST
11:11 make a wish!

May 1st, 2026 | 8:40am EST
so...eepy.......ough........

April 30th, 2026 | 4:00pm EST
Being human is overrated, return to animal and be free.

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Blog Posts

I ACED THAT SHIT
Physical Media, Thrift Stores, and Rambles
Hitting a Wall
Who Am I? (Poem)
Exhaustion and Weirdness
Physical Media
Neopronouns
15 Minute Break
Why I'm Not Human
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