I'm on my 15 at work right now. Not at the time you're reading this, probably. But while I'm writing this I'm on my 15. I don't know what I want to write, so I'll just ramble.

I've been wanting to dye my hair. I have Dissociative Identity Disorder (just casually dropping that) and I do not resemble this body as well as I'd like to. First, I'm a dude. Second, I have hair that covers my eyes like an e-boy. Third, the lower half of my hair is green. So! Since I can't have hair that covers my face while still being able to see, I figured the next best thing is to dye it green. Unfortunately I have dark brown, almost black hair lmao. So this might take a bit of bleach. I'm definitely getting it done professionally, no way am I frying all my hair off.

I've also been wanting a tattoo. I'm a Hellenic pagan (just casually dropping that too) and my patron god is Lord Hermes (love ya Hermes ♡). I don't have any tattoos yet, so I figured the first one should be Hermes' caduceus. I wanna have his name written underneath it so the people who know will know, y'know? It'll be a little one, maybe 1/2 inch to 1 inch. I'm gonna put it on my right forearm above where I wear my watch. I am not looking forward to lying to my grandparents about it, but if they knew I'm a pagan they'd freak the fuck out. Not gonna stop me from getting the tattoo, I want this so badly. I've been a Hermes worshipper for almost 6 years now. I wanna take the next step in my devotion and have a permanent symbol of his on my body. My friends offered to get me the tattoo for my birthday, but that's in September. I may ask if I can have it early. I'm too impatient augh >:c

That's what I've been thinking about this shift. Dying my hair and getting a tattoo. Sounds like my life is falling apart. Haha...hah....hahah........definitely not.....