May 20th, 2026
WHY ARE PEOPLE SO DAMN SCARY???
Like bro- I'm high and I'm so scared rn. I wanna talk to people, and I'm craving the instant communication atm. So I jump on Discord, right? Join a few servers. BIG MISTAKE. They all have verification forms. Which is great! We love verif forms for server safety! We do NOT love verif forms when we're on the other end and are high lmfao. Next, actually talking to people. Oh my GOD it's so freaking scary!!! Like I don't know what to say!!! No one gives me anything to work with! Why does it feel like no one knows how to have a conversation??? I don't get it :(
I just want to talk to people and get instant feedback. Maybe that's a slippery slope into loneliness, but god I just want some human connection. We don't have enough in our offline life. Not with people who are chill about the whole DID thing. We wanna be able to be ourselves, but only our parents know about our DID (they're super accepting btw don't worry). I just wanna talk. Why is that so hard.
